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I thought we would be together for so long

You were so sweet and charming with you words you said.

But something happened I don't know what went wrong

I cried so hard just lying in my bed.

I say I am over you but I really know

I can't forget you and I never will.

I want you back and I love you so.

You don't even care and don't even know.

I guess we'll never be together again like I had wished.

I'll never forget you and the times we had.

The places we went and when we kissed.

I don't hate you and I am not pissed.

I just miss you so but I guess you'll never know.

Heaven

Once in your life you find someone

Who will turn your world around

Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Baby you're all that I want

When you're lyin' here in my arms

I'm findin' it hard to believe

We're in heaven

And love is all that I need

And I found it there in your heart

It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven

Jus wana be happy

So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear myself

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

Cause I’m just trying to be happy,

Just wanna be happy..

Fake Smile

Telling him I'm fine with a fake smile on my face,

Everything in my life is falling out of place,

The world was full of light,

Now I see everything in black and white.

My heart is hurting it's going to break,

Showing my feelings was a mistake,

You can never feel for me the way I felt for you,

Guess it's never gonna just be "Just us two".

I was fine one day and now I'm breaking,

I'm tired of putting on these smiles that I'm faking.

I tell you I've moved on and I accept it but it's a lie,

Don't want you to feel bad and cry,

No one can see the pain that I'm in,

No one can see the cries for help within.

I've just been pretending that I'm strong,

While deep inside I've been crying all along.

All these feelings I just can't express,

Afraid of showing emotions that I suppress,

I wish I had a friend to tell all that I feel,

Someone who could accept me and all what I reveal.

I'll handle it all my way,

Living my life from each day,

I'll get over it in a while,

That's why I'm putting on this fake smile

He loves me NOT

I catch my breath

When I look at you

Heart skips a beat

I stop moving too.

You look at her

Stop and stare

Don't see me

Don't even care

I should hate you

I shouldn't love you

But I do

My only wish

Is that you'd love me too

It's becoming more evident

Much more obvious to me

I thought much more of you

Than you ever thought of me

Was this my biggest mistake

Letting myself think you cared

Was I just your marionette

With heartstrings open and bared

On my heartstings you played

Each left with a loving memory

Yet I still have those questions

Do you ever think about me ??

Someday

Someday I will be able to look at you and feel nothing at all

Someday I will be able to say I loved you

Someday tears wont fill my eyes

and your words wont fill my headS

omeday I will be over you

Someday I will not think about what happened between us

And that someday.. is Today