Fading away..

Funny how friends say forever,

people never seem to stay together.

You told me not to worry,

told me not to cry,

you said we were best friends, it was a lie.

I'm here still pretending not to care,

pretending I don't notice your never there.

To have a bond like we did was amazing,

but you picked a boy over that, over me, just replacing.

You hurt me so bad you will never know,

and the pain I keep inside I will never show.

You'd probably see it if you just tried,

and know how many nights I have cried.

But don't worry I'll be fine,

I'm not the one who left all my friends behind

Broken Heart

How do I mend a broken heart?
My entire world has fallen apart.
How do I find hope in a brand new day,
when the one I love has gone away?
My mind overflows with memories of you,
of all that we've shared, all that we knew.
I long for your touch and your warm embrace,
the look in your eyes, the smile on your face.
My dreams are filled with your soft gentle kiss,
I wake and cry for all that I miss.
How do I mend a broken heart,
when my one true love and I are apart?
My heart knows to love only you,
it won't let go, what do I do?
Our moments together were precious and few,
but I cherished them all more than you knew.
I love you my angel and always will,
I loved you then and I love you still.

To My Best Friend

This is for u Saa.. my BFF!

We met upon the internet,

My heart you did not have yet.

And now I sit and wait each day,

to talk to you and know what you would say.

Of laughter, love and tears,

You have washed away all my fears.

To be my friend and see so deep,

I now know why I don't get much sleep.

I have waited through all these years,

To find something to hold so dear.

And now I know I'll never be Blue,

For I have found a true friend in you.

Hot Chocolate Fudge Pie

Since Im in the mood of chocolates.. heres another one!!

A sinfully delicious hot fudge pie with pecans...

Ingredients:

1/2 cup butter
3 squares (1 ounce each) unsweetened chocolate
1 1/4 cups sugar
1/4 cup flour
a pinch of salt
1/4 teaspoon vanilla
3 large eggs
1/4 cup chopped pecans and other nuts

Method:

Melt butter and chocolate in double boiler; beat in sugar. Add in flour and salt. Add vanilla. Beat eggs; Add pecans and other nuts to the chocolate mixture. Grease a nice pie dish and pour the mixture in. Bake at 350° for 20 to 30 minutes. Center of the chocolate pie should still be moist when done. Serve this fudge pie warm with ice cream.

Easy & simple to make!

oOoOoOoOo Chocolates!!!

I have made chocolates with quite a few recipes – from my mother, my friends, relatives, books, magazines etc. But none had come out as exotic as the ones I made a couple of months back. O just randomly tried something.. was trying to get creative I suppose.. and it turned out awesome!! I do have a weakness for Chocolates and this one just melted in my mouth. I got the recipe written down in my diary and I thought I will share this with all those chocolate lovers.
Here We Go !

INGREDIENTS

Sugar………………………………1 Cup

Milk Powder…………………… 1 Cup
(Amulya)

Butter……………………………3/4 Cup

Cocoa Powder………………...3/4 Cup

METHOD

Melt the sugar to make a syrup –One string consistency.Not a feeble string that breaks immediately, but sticky. Remove from fire. Add the butter and stir till the butter completely dissolves. Blend Cocoa powder and milk powder well and mix this with the sugar syrup & butter combo and keep stirring till it becomes thick. Empty on to a greased plate. Let it cool. Slice into pieces and refrigerate.
Your soft exotic chocolates are ready !! Those of you who love nuts, can chop some cashews and almonds into the mixture or press them into each chocolate piece

If you want to make shapes just pour the mix into molds( dont forget to grease it well.. !! )

And there its ready!! all yummy & tasty!! Enjoy..

The Man He Killed

Had he and I but met By some old ancient
inn,
We should have set us down to wet
Right many a nipperkin!

But ranged as infantry,
And staring face to face,
I shot at him as he at me,
And killed him in his place.

I shot him dead because--
Because he was my foe,
Just so: my foe of course he was;
That's clear enough;
although

He thought he'd 'list,
perhaps,
Off-hand like--just as I--
Was out of work--had sold his
traps--
No other reason why.

Yes; quaint and curious war
is!
You shoot a fellow down
You'd treat, if met where any bar
is,
Or help to half a crown

Cant let him go..

This lie's become a part of me

For months, I've played this game

Acting like it doesn't hurt

Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me

Pretending I've moved on

As if the feelings I once had

For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day

With happiness and laughs

Forgetting all our memories

Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him

For the first time since he left

My heart stopped for a moment

I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me

As the tears started to flow

That even after all this time

I just can't let him go..

Silent tears

A thunderous silence
Breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
Is now a triumph, lost.

Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
And inside myself, I take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -I cry silent tears

True Love..

Feel the pressure and the pain,

Memories of happiness slain,

Frozen thoughts, long since lost

I guess everything comes at a cost.

True love is a lie,

Spoken words to make you cry,

An empty promise ends with a broken heart,

It’s true, we’re better off apart.

Salty tears fall down my face,

Another lie, another disgrace,

Heart more broken then before,

Left barely beating on the floor.

A broken heart that you can’t mend,

No advice left to recommend.

True love is a lie,

Spoken words to make you cry,

An empty promise ends with a broken heart,

It’s true, we’re better off apart.

Speacial Thanks to NixBlaque

The Rain..

The rain it drums a cruel
crescendo,

It's like viewing
the mirror of my soul.

It mimics my essence and saddens
my hope,

In a life I can no longer
control.

Upon every surface it beats, it
hammers home,

The horrors of life when you
live it alone.

The rain dives into haunting
requiem,

As the ghosts of my past
are calling.

With each drop that laments upon
the ground,

It sets upon
my spirit a mauling.

The sound of sorrow is
surrounding me,

For all the pain that I did
for-see.

The rain sounds like the ruins of the
past,
I hear only the sound of
torment.
It grumbles, sulks and whispers

Of the life I am left to
lament.

The sound of rain is
deafening,
The shout of life that only
stings