Sleepless again..

its 3am again.. im laying on my bed like every night.. thinking about him.. thinking whether i still have a chance.. would he come back? should i just wait? or should i move on? does he think of me the way i think of him? if he did he would call, wouldnt he? is he testing me? whether i would wait or not? or has he forgotten me? is it really over? i cant think straight.. im lost.. i wish someone would come find me.. so many questions in my head.. no answers.. all i know is that i love u carl.. n i wish u loved me too..